Donghae- Journal

Today is my birthday!
I better hear from all of you!

-Donghae

Wow. I can't believe how much is going on now. Life's great, isn't it?

The movie was a success, has everyone watched it yet? Super Junior members, hwaiting! We did such a great job. I love you all. It was fun working on something so different and I'm just so glad I could be there with all of my best friends.

You guys are amazing, you know that?

-Donghae

Hey guys~
I haven’t written anything in here in a long time, I’m really bad at keeping track of this journal thing.

Its been a while since anything big has happened- in other words, nothing exciting has been going on. Well, unless you count doing Super Junior activities exciting, but the excitement in that is slowly diminishing. Although good news is that our new album is coming out soon right you guys?

I really wish we had some free time right now. Anyone wanna hang out soon?
Has anyone seen my Hyukkie?

Peace~!

-Donghae

First of all, I'm sorry everyone for the trouble that I caused, I didn't mean to burst out like that. I know that it upset a lot of people and that I really messed up. Hyungs, dongsaengs, I'm really sorry for all the trouble my actions caused you guys.

I'm sorry to our fans too, it was wrong for me to yell like that and I apologize to you too.

I'll be more careful about what I do and say, and I'll work harder for all of you.

-Donghae

I went shopping with Hyukkie. It was fun, except for those fans that spotted us XD""

We covered!

Hmm we bought some interesting things too... Can't wait to try more ;D

-Donghae

I'm happy!

I had the best night in the world, and it was all thanks to Eunhyuk <3
The dinner, the walk, and everything afterwards was incredible. I hope we can do it again someday? and don't forget about the dock you promised me

-Donghae

Hey-

I took care of Hyuk, he should be almost all better, thankfully. That was fun wasn't it Hyukkie?

Sorry I had to take that day off guys, but that was okay, right?

If anyone reads this, wanna hang out? Work gets boring, I wanna have fun!

Call me?

-Donghae

I don't know what to do, I'm just so sorry.

You didn't deserve any of that, you don't deserve this.

I still love you, no matter what, please know that.

I don't know what came over me that night, and I'd do anything to change it. It's my fault that this happened to you. I wasn't myself, it'll never happen again, I promise you.

Please forgive me

-Donghae

Happy New Years everyone!

Hope you enjoyed it, and look forward to another great year!

-Donghae

Hello~

My trip back home was great, and things eased down a bit at home. I'll be continuing to work now, catching up on the things I missed while I was gone.
I finally arrived back in time for a little holiday shopping and a party, which was fun by the way, it was nice seeing everyone again.

Last night.. was.. well, amazing, thank you Hyukkie <3
I can't tell you enough, how much I really love you...

Hope everyone had a great holiday!

-Donghae

Hello everyone...

Today... I went out to lunch with Yunho..
But while I was there, I recieved a phone call from my mother..
She told me, that my dad had.. passed away..

I can't beleive this is happening, its all just to fast. I wish I could've done something for him, I wish I could've been there when he was sick in the hospital, but I wasn't. I feel as if I could've done something, but I didn't.

I'm taking a few days off, to visit my family, I need to be alone with them right now. I know my mom is having a hard time with this too, and I can't stay here, letting her suffer alone.

I'll be back in a few days~

-Donghae

P.S. Thank you for being there with me, when i really needed you the most

I love spending time together, nothing in the world could feel more right...

I just got back from an entire day of shopping, a rare activity with Suju's busy schedule. I bought a new black and grey hoodie, and a nice scarf. Seoul's winters are getting harsh, so I needed some more warmth.

I had a great day. Thank you <333

Tommorow I'm supposed to go to the studio to record, so its back to the busy life again as usual. I can't seem to get the new dance routine down, so I really need the practice.

Well I'm heading out~

-Donghae

I haven't updated in a long time.
But nothings really happening so I guess there's really no need to?

Been working at the studio late a lot, so I haven't really had time to do anything
I really want to visit Heechul soon (I hope he's better), anybody think they wanna come with me?


I guess that's it.

-Donghae

I just got back from the studio, late night hours... again...
But I just decided to update my journal on things that have happened recently.

Today, I found out about Heechul hyung's accident. When Hankyung told me the news, I couldn't help but break down right then and there. It came as such a surprise, and it was hard to hear. I'm sure hyung will recover in no time though, and with everyone supporting him, well, its even better! Hyung~ if you get to read this, be sure to get well soon okay?

We've tried recording some new stuff in the studio, but it's so hard with all of the members never showing up there. Its to be expected though, with us almost never getting the 13 members to show up there at one time. We have a couple t.v. broadcasted shows coming up, and it'll hard not performing with Heechul there too, but we'll work extra hard to make it a success, just for him, right guys?

Well I guess thats it.

-Donghae

So I just got back from the studio, and my computer's fixed finally! Now I know who to hide it from...
But anyways-
We just got done recording some new stuff, but I'm not sure when we're gonna release anything else. We've been so busy lately, I don't think SM will ever give us a break. I don't really mind of course, I always have fun with the members at the studio.

Now that the homestay's ended, the house has gotten kind of quiet, now that HeeChul hyung and Anya don't get to fight anymore. I'm going to miss those two, but is also nice having the house to ourselves again. Without the cameras.

Well I'm tired so, I think I'm heading off now
Goodnight everyone~

-Donghae

So as I came back to the Super Junior house yesterday, I logged on for about two minutes, to find that my computer had broken. I stood in shock as I realized that KangIn and HanKyung were standing behind me laughing not so secretly, yet another one of KangIn's pranks.
So, I am down a computer for now, so that's why I havent been on lately. (I am using HeeChul's computer now without him knowing since he's not home :])
I am going to get KangIn and Hankyung for this!

-Donghae

After missing HeeChul's party, I kind of feel left out to the events that occured, and on top of that, I don't really have an excuse to why I decided not to go. When I finally heard what happened, I felt sadness drifting over me for Minwoo and Jungwoo. Although I hadn't been that close to either of them, I still feel sorry for those two, having to go through so much pain, a pain I could never endure. I sometimes wish I knew what it felt like to be in love, to have someone care for you as much as you cared for them. I guess I'll just have to wait for some special day to come... heh.

-Donghae